50th post

i know it's not that big...100 would be pretty cool, but i'm going to make it special anyway.

i'm dedicating this post to some people that i miss very much. i don't think you realise how much you really love them until you realise you can't just pick up the phone and ask them something, or send them an email and you know they will reply in the next 24 hours. no, i am stuck with sending letters that i'm not sure are even getting to them. having to wait a week for them to get my letter, and a week to get one back from them. by this time the thing that seemed so important 2 weeks ago, like a book you just finished or a new song you can't get out of your head doesn't seem worthy of a two week wait.

so i am writing this to say that i really hope when they get back that they will listen to me ramble on about all the books i read, all the movies i saw, all the songs i've listened to over an over, all the gossip i heard, and all the celebrities i haves stuck to my wall. and i can't wait to hear all their news. all the laughs, all the fights, all the responsibility...even those "you had to be there" moments.

and i'm most looking forward to the 19th of March, where i'll be sitting outside the chapel for 2 and a half hours, listening to my ipod and waiting for that bus to come around the corner :) coz you better be ready guys, for a big GROUP HUG!!!